HARDEST VIDEO I EVER FILMED | DESI PERKINS

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  1. Veronica Gheorghe

    Veronica GheorgheHora atrás

    You are so brave! I was crying with you this whole video... I can’t imagine what you’ve felt and what you’re feeling now.. This is such a delicate subject and you opening up about your experiences and feelings is so brave and made me love you so much more. I pray for you, and for your family and I wish you all the love and happiness you truly truly deserve!!

  2. megan anthony

    megan anthonyHora atrás

    I pray for women trying to get pregnant every night y’all will definitely be included in those prayers ❤️

  3. Paris Lee

    Paris Lee2 horas atrás

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  4. Sabrina De Jesus

    Sabrina De Jesus2 horas atrás

  5. Mai Vang

    Mai Vang2 horas atrás

    We love you Desi. You’re not alone stay strong

  6. Lauren Montiel

    Lauren Montiel2 horas atrás

    LOVE YOU DESI ❣️

  7. Zahra

    Zahra2 horas atrás

    Good things take time to happen, all the love to you :)

  8. Brittany Bauhs

    Brittany Bauhs3 horas atrás

    Sending you ALL MY LOVE and good vibes that your hopes and dreams come true for your little family. You’re brave for putting it out there for the world to see. God bless you sweet girl ❤️

  9. Nichole Moody

    Nichole Moody3 horas atrás

    Awe Desi 😢 stay strong 😘

  10. Emily BoBemily

    Emily BoBemily3 horas atrás

    My timeline is so similar to yours. I had a miscarriage, then didn't get pregnant for years after trying. I can't even begin to tell you how many pregnancy tests I've taken. I started to give up, and think about my life without children. Toward the end, I was looking up holistic remedies up, as a last ditch effort. I just kind of threw everything at it, because I felt like at least I would know that I tried everything. I even started drinking tons of whole milk, because I read it would help. Lol.. I will say, I think the issue was that I was not ovulating. I started taking an herbal supplement, called Vitex (or Chasteberry. Same thing.), thinking it would not make any kind of difference. Surprisingly, it really regulated my cycle, like it never had been before- it even made my cramping more mild. I honestly would take it just for that benefit. Anyway, it took a therapeutic dose for probably about three months before I got pregnant. That pregnancy is now a 6 year old boy, obsessed with Transformers. I've since had a little girl, as well. The second pregnancy came much more easily. It was like my body just needed that reboot. I'm 31, and it seems like I've known so many people my age that struggled with this. Even going to doctors, and being diagnosed with infertility. They have since gone on to conceive naturally, and have healthy pregnancies. Regardless of what happens, I can see now that pregnancy is such a small part of parenthood. It becomes just a blip and a blur, when you are knee deep in wiping butts. Even if you don't carry a child, you'll still be the one covered in spit-up and snot, drinking cold coffee. And isn't that was really makes a mom?

  11. Christina T

    Christina T3 horas atrás

    It took me 4 years to conceive my son via IVF. I also had a miscarriage so I know your pain but trust me your baby is waiting and he/ she is so worth all of it .

  12. Kristine T.

    Kristine T.3 horas atrás

    Honestly, I had to pause this video several times in efforts not to breakdown crying with you during the sad moments and the happy vlogs. Your story and pain is so relatable. What you’ve taught me through this video is that keeping the faith and positivity is so important and not far-fetched. I sometimes talk like it’s not going to happen for me and I have to change that immediately. And instead of not addressing the issue, I’m going to start making my doctors appointments and being proactive. I pray for you and all of us who dream of starting a family. God bless us all! ❤️

  13. Alondra Isabel

    Alondra Isabel4 horas atrás

    We love you Desi and you’re not alone ❤️

  14. Taisha Judson

    Taisha Judson4 horas atrás

    Hi Desi I can relate i have had five miscarriages Back to back and one stillborn child. After 7 years of trying I was able to stay pregnant and be blessed with 5 beautiful children. All u can do is have faith and stay focused on your ultimate goal. Desi I feel for what you are going through and I'm praying for you and Stephen.

  15. Megan Dutra

    Megan Dutra4 horas atrás

    Desi, you are such a beautiful person inside and out. I have the biggest hopes for you and Steven. You will both make amazing parents one day. I look up to you so much and I admire your strength. You will be in my prayers. Stay positive and hopeful. That baby room will be full of laughter and memories sooner than you think. I love you!! Xoxo ❤️🙏🏽

  16. Cortney McKnight

    Cortney McKnight4 horas atrás

    I'm sorry Desi. I hope and pray you get a little one soon! 💙 Or find answers. 💕 Thinking of you.

  17. Sarah Wylie

    Sarah Wylie4 horas atrás

    Ur so brave desi just keep thinking positive thoughts. I had 1 miscarriage an at the time of my life it was so stressful in a way I feel it was meant to be. It's been 7 years now an I still get emotional about it. Sin vfc e then I've had 3 more kids total of 4 kids and on a break right now. All girls an wanting a boy hopefully next one will be. It's so hard to watch this video but I'm so glad u did. Maybe this will help u to move on. Just keep thinking positive. If u are not able to get pregnant have u thought of seriguit. Having someone else be pregnant for u. Yes I know it sounds weird cuz u want to know the feeling but a lot of ppl do it these days an it's still ur baby. I was telling my husband that I would carry someone's baby in a heart beat that way they can have a baby of their own. Everyone should be able to have one of their own. I just hope it happens for u desi I really do. I'll keep praying for u guys.

  18. Sarah Wylie

    Sarah Wylie4 horas atrás

    I meant surrogate.

  19. Laura DuVall

    Laura DuVall5 horas atrás

    Hey Love, My heart goes out to you, and you're in my prayers. This really relates to me and my husband. We have been together since 2011, and have never used a form of birth control. Up until several months ago, he really thought he was not meant to have children, and we both have had strong feelings since we both really want a family. We finally let go of thinking about it for awhile and I have now found out I'm 10 weeks pregnant! I don't always understand timing or how things work, but keep your head up love! Sending you so much love 💕

  20. Suha Hafeez

    Suha Hafeez5 horas atrás

    I love you so much for your strength ❤️ I hope God blesses you with a beautiful baby one day

  21. Lizette Jørgensen

    Lizette Jørgensen5 horas atrás

    I will pray for both of you ❤️❤️

  22. Anni Ernstson

    Anni Ernstson5 horas atrás

    I was crying with you through the whole video and i truly hope that everything will work out. I am so proud of you for sharing your story and I will be here along the way supporting you. You rae an amazing woman and even though we haven't met i love you for who you are.

  23. Rawee Gindidis

    Rawee Gindidis5 horas atrás

    Thank you for sharing. You are definitely not alone.

  24. DYNA

    DYNA5 horas atrás

    Pregnancy comments are so inappropriate on so many levels. They come from a good place but they don't know your side of the story or what you're going through. People will always have an expectation that they will project on you; when you have your first they will ask about your second. When you're not married they will ask about getting married. And it doesn't mean because you had your first you don't have any issues. Fertility issues are very real. I know too many women who suffer so much and all we need is a little sensitivity before we speak. When I was pregnant, I had a sister in law who had experienced miscarriages (even throughout my pregnancy). 8 months after my daughter was born, she had hers. You never know what life has in store for you and I'm not brushing off your struggle, but it's not at all your fault and you never know if it will happen but I know you'll make an amazing mum! xx

  25. FromMeToYouWithLove AJC

    FromMeToYouWithLove AJC5 horas atrás

    i'm distracted by the cute dog lol

  26. Bea Török

    Bea Török5 horas atrás

    Lots of love and good wishes ❤️

  27. Kay Sb

    Kay Sb6 horas atrás

    Thank you for being so candid and sharing. You're amazing xx

  28. Tiarne Manfre

    Tiarne Manfre6 horas atrás

    This video brought be to tears, you are so brave and we are here for you, you are amazing Desi❤️ keep strong💗💗 we are all praying for you! You are not alone!!!😘😘😘 your time will happen I can assure you😊

  29. Lelys World

    Lelys World7 horas atrás

    If motherhood has taught me one thing it’s that it is unpredictable. All of it. From Day one. You have no control over any of it. We do the best we can, and plan as best we can, but it is it’s own thing. Just have to go with the flow. 💗💗💗💗💗

  30. Sanja Laković

    Sanja Laković7 horas atrás

  31. Serife Ugur

    Serife Ugur7 horas atrás

    YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!!

  32. Sahiba A

    Sahiba A7 horas atrás

    ❤❤❤❤❤

  33. Tina Berisha

    Tina Berisha8 horas atrás

    🤞🏼❤️

  34. Verity Saxon

    Verity Saxon8 horas atrás

    Thanks for sharing such a difficult and painful part of your life. So brave. Sending love all the way from the UK. I love your channel 💫

  35. April Perez

    April Perez9 horas atrás

    😰

  36. Jocelyn Gonzalez

    Jocelyn Gonzalez9 horas atrás

    ❤️❤️❤️

  37. Phases of Someboutmary

    Phases of Someboutmary9 horas atrás

    Cryingggggggggggg omg ❤️ stay strong chula

  38. Kimberly Guilds

    Kimberly Guilds9 horas atrás

    Praying for you and your husband and babies to come. In Jesus Name Amen

  39. Kimberly Guilds

    Kimberly Guilds9 horas atrás

    Thank you for making this video.

  40. Ruth Legaspi

    Ruth Legaspi9 horas atrás

    God bless you! 🙏🙏🙏

  41. Rosa v Piña

    Rosa v Piña9 horas atrás

    Desi I tried getting pregnant for 9 years, while fostering children. I ended up adopting four beautiful, smart children all under the age of 4. I was the happiest mother. A year later after the adoption, I unexpectedly got pregnant. I had a healthy baby boy. Last year I unexpectedly got pregnant again, but this time it was a ectopic pregnancy to twins. Everything happens for a reason, you will get pregnant. ❤

  42. Владислава Калинина

    Владислава Калинина10 horas atrás

    Oooo, Dezi, i love you, don't cry, please😯❤everything will be fine!😯😗

  43. Nora K

    Nora K10 horas atrás

    Desi, this video brought me to tears. I am also trying to get pregnant for over a few years and have not been successful. Thank you for sharing, you are amazing and such an inspiration.

  44. Celia Lopez

    Celia Lopez10 horas atrás

    thanks for share this with us. It can help other people in the same situation. love

  45. Valeria Sanchez

    Valeria Sanchez10 horas atrás

    It’s heartbreaking to see you or anyone else go through this. I’ll keep you in my prayers. Love you ❤️

  46. Cassandra Gonzalez

    Cassandra Gonzalez10 horas atrás

    Always praying for you, Desi.

  47. Christine Padilla

    Christine Padilla10 horas atrás

    Hey Desi, I just wanted to let you know, that you’re not alone. My situation is a bit different from yours. I’ve had a total of three miscarriages and it’s gotten to the point where I’ve become numb to it. I can get pregnant easily but I just can’t keep none of my pregnancies It’s something that you don’t believe that you yourself can go through until it actually happens. It’s tough. You don’t feel good enough. I actually told my husband to find someone who can give him children because I wasn’t enough for him. But just like your husband, mines has definitely been my rock through it all. Things happen for a reason. I know what one day you’ll be blessed with your baby. I have faith that it’ll happen. Thanks for sharing, seriously. Lots of people are going through the same thing and doing a video like this can definitely help. Xo.

  48. MeetTheMyers

    MeetTheMyers10 horas atrás

    I totally understand and I know the hurt and pain from a miscarriage .. but I pray for you and Steven and I know God will give you that blessing of being a mommy ❤️. Stay strong and let those emotions out !

  49. Marlla Monroy

    Marlla Monroy10 horas atrás

    I cried with you! I’m so sorry! I’m so happy though that your hopeful and strong you are an amazing women!❤️ wow your so strong!

  50. Emma Valdez

    Emma Valdez11 horas atrás

    I love you Desi. Praying for you, Steven and your family ❤️ It will happen. 🙏🏻

  51. Sonya Braithwaite

    Sonya Braithwaite11 horas atrás

    I have been following you for a while and just wanted to say I’m sending you so much love. I could feel your pain while you were talking and know that you and Steven would make great parents. Big hugs to you xxx

  52. Marie Burns

    Marie Burns11 horas atrás

    Awe Desi, I know how you feel. It took me and my husband 4 years and 2 miscarriages to have out little girl who is now 15 months old. I felt all the pressure from the world around me, especially my parents. I changed my diet to help me get pregnant as I found out that for example cheese creates mucus in the body which makes the egg unable to stick to the uterus lining. Also fruit is very healing to the body, I would recommend checking out medicalmedium on insta. Sorry if advice is not what you want right now but I just had to share as it helped us get pregnant without any medication. Love you and praying for you ❤️

  53. Rooney Mara

    Rooney Mara11 horas atrás

    Desi, I'm crying so hard since the start of video. I know exactly how u feel. I had an ectopic pregnancy and lost my right tube. I still remember how happy we were when we got a positive pregnancy test. I cried so hard too if I remember that day. the doctor was very hopeful that we will get pregnant again and the day just never came. I too a lot of time convince myself I'm pregnant, just like you. I'm sending you a lot of love, Desi. I hope our day will come when we get to hold out baby in our hands. Chin up and stay positive!

  54. Truth power

    Truth power11 horas atrás

    trump is a trader and sold out to Russia vote to impeach him

  55. Steff Gouldie

    Steff Gouldie11 horas atrás

    This was incredibly brave and courageous of you to share. Do what you want to share when u want to and I know that it scares you but when you get pregnant just take one day at a time god bless hun xoxo

  56. Lo M

    Lo M11 horas atrás

    All in God’s timing hun, prayers and kisses coming your way!

  57. Margaux Dietz

    Margaux Dietz11 horas atrás

    ❤️❤️❤️

  58. Nicole Mitchell

    Nicole Mitchell12 horas atrás

    I admire you so much more for sharing. I had two miscarriages, one with twins...it was heartbreaking. I tried again when I was ready and blessed with 2 more children. To this day, I am still scared to try and have a baby. My youngest is soon to be nine, and I am wanting to try for another one before I get too much older. Being scared is natural but you need to follow thru. If you don't get the answers you need and want, try a different route. If you ever need a surrogate, I'm here. Good luck to you and your husband, you are both in my prayers. Love you Desi!

  59. chaveslisa

    chaveslisa12 horas atrás

    Sending you lots of love and light, Desi. I also have the same fear that I won’t be able to have kids because of my health issues so watching this video made me cry so much. You shouldn’t be embarrassed about this though and thank you for talking about it. Don’t lose hope! It WILL happen. ❤️

  60. Lu H

    Lu H12 horas atrás

    Love you so much Desi❤️ God has a plan for you , I know it sounds so cliché but something is coming just for you. It may not be what you have in mind but have faith. You and Steven do so much for so many people. Those blessings will form themselves into something beautiful.

  61. Luisa Gonzalez

    Luisa Gonzalez12 horas atrás

    I never thought that seeing you crying and passing all this me hiba a doler tanto!! We love you so much!! And we all know and we all have faith that you and Steven going to be the best parents ever!!! I know so many cases like this and trust me the first thing is calm!! No stress Pretty soon hermosa pretty soon 🙏🏻♥️

  62. Brow Xpressions

    Brow Xpressions12 horas atrás

    Love you Desi! I gone through two miscarriages, lost a little girl. Worse thing ever I don’t wish that on anyone, now I have a handsome little boy! I believe things happen for a reason as well. I believe god gives his hardest battles to the strongest one! You’re going to be a great mother!

  63. Angel De La Cruz

    Angel De La Cruz12 horas atrás

    Maybe you can turn that room into a “peace of mind” room, “positive thoughts”, “prayer room” as of now. For one day you will have your baby in your arms in that room and be able to tell your story to him/her. You’re amazing for sharing such a personal side of your life. Thank you. Positive thoughts and many prayers your way. It’ll happen 🙏🏻

  64. Anna Subrina

    Anna Subrina12 horas atrás

    I love you Desi. I remember you talking about this a long time ago. I hope all your dreams come true and I hope your life is filled with peace and happiness because you really deserve it. You and Steven

  65. Jenna Frazier

    Jenna Frazier13 horas atrás

    My best friend & his wife tried for eight years. I encouraged her to talk to a specialist & specifically as about ovulation. They concluded she wasn’t ovulating more than 3x/1yr. Which I will PRAY, HOPE, SEND POSITIVE THOUGHTS, POSITIVE ENERGY, FAITH, ENCOURAGEMENT, ANYTHING I CAN TO **YOU**, that lack of ovulation is your one & only issue. 2 cycles after she started the ovulation medication (Clomid), she got pregnant! It was $20/month. She had a heathy pregnancy, normal labor & delivery & healthy baby girl. 3years later, when they wanted to conceive again, she had to start the medication again & it took 5cycles for her to have the same results, just this time a healthy baby boy. The ONLY THING she regrets is not STARTING IT SOONER. But that is understandable, normal, but also something no one should ever beat themselves up about. Everyone that wants to get pregnant & have their own child, wants it to “just happen”. That is such an organic feeling. But we all should be thankful that there are medications that can literally “fix roadblocks” like this. ❤️🙏🏼💙🙏🏼❤️

  66. mishymich

    mishymich13 horas atrás

    God is sovereign.

  67. Normari Deleon

    Normari Deleon13 horas atrás

    I am so sorry for you desi and everyone that goes through this you will absolutely be in my prayers and you are are strong woman and remember alot of pepole realy love you and care about you .💕

  68. Lisette Vargas

    Lisette Vargas13 horas atrás

    You will be in my prayers . You story reminds me of me and Dr.Huang helped my husband and I conceive. It’s a long and exhausting process for fertility treatments but totally worth it.

  69. Jenna Frazier

    Jenna Frazier13 horas atrás

    I KNOW YOUR PAIN & wish I didn’t. I struggled for YEARS. NINE. VERY. LONG. HEART-WRENCHING. YEARS. Nine years AFTER having my first baby, I constantly dealt with unwelcome comments from people. I felt guilty. I was a mess. I suffered losing two gifts from God, that wasn’t MY CHOICE to lose. There are reasons I will never know. Tests were all negative for everything. I felt guilty. All I could do was pray. All I did was pray. God gave me 5 pregnancies. God gave me 2 angels awaiting me in Heaven. God gave me 3 healthy children here on earth. I AM HERE. YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE.

  70. Maricela Martinez

    Maricela Martinez13 horas atrás

    I’m so sorry Desi! I really really hope you get want you want! It was so hard to watch the video. You will be a wonderful mom, don’t lose hope!!!

  71. Alyssa Rose

    Alyssa Rose13 horas atrás

    That outro broke my heart into 1000 pieces. I have faith in you, too, Desi. It will happen for you. Praying for you.

  72. April Romanek

    April Romanek13 horas atrás

    Remember that God gives you what you need to know what you want, please just start thinking about having a baby. Try and get the thought of not being able to get pregnant out of your mind. I know it sounds crazy when people say if you think about things that will happen, but it is true. There is a really good video on what words mean, and what they do is they put rice in two different cups or a jar and they talk to it. One jar they comment a lot of hate in the other jar they comment a lot of love. The jar that is talk to with heat gets moldy and turns bad, and the jar that is talk to his love stays the same. They have done the study with plants one dies and One stays alive. You need to be positive all the time about pregnancy or at least try sweetie. I know it is so hard. But just think baby baby baby I will have a baby I will get pregnant. Never say you won’t never think you won’t. Same with the miscarriage try not to ever think about it, and I have had three so I hope I don’t offend you by saying any of this. I just think that if you remain positive it will happen. I know you will get pregnant. Much love sweetheart. If you are thinking and having thoughts about struggling , you will struggle. Please think pregnant and just KNOW THAT YOU WILL GET PREGNANT IN YOUR HEART AND BELIEVE IT AND I BELIEVE IT WILL HAPPEN I REALLY DO.

  73. snatchedB_

    snatchedB_13 horas atrás

    GODS PLAN MAMA! I LOVE YOU, YOURE SO STRONG ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  74. Zoe Martin

    Zoe Martin13 horas atrás

    Love you Desi! You're so strong and all round incredible. Don't give up xx

  75. Leesha Jo

    Leesha Jo14 horas atrás

    I love this SO much! You genuinely are a kind soul and besides wanting to hug you, girl I am praying Jesus gives you that baby! Lots of prayers! xox thank you for being so open. You never had to, but thank you for being so vulnerable!

  76. naocojp

    naocojp14 horas atrás

    Love you Desi and thank you for sharing 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  77. ForeverRaquelLove

    ForeverRaquelLove14 horas atrás

    Awww y’all are on the right track and you’re gonna be a mom one day Desi. 🙏🏻❤️

  78. Hannah Reed

    Hannah Reed14 horas atrás

    you are so strong!! WE are all here for you!!!! you are in my prayers!!! God is with you!!!

  79. makeupjess1

    makeupjess114 horas atrás

    Theres is some ovulation tests that you start taking after your off your period and that would definitely let you know if you are ovulating or not idk if you have tried them I did because just like yourself struggled to get pregnant I'll definitely have you on my prayers you are such an amazing women that you deserve that and more hopefully twins dont worry babygirl 😘😘

  80. Ines Penava

    Ines Penava14 horas atrás

    Desi!! God does everything with purpose! You guys will be an amazing parents! Love you ❤️

  81. stephanie osuna

    stephanie osuna14 horas atrás

    I started watching this video last & I was like 3 minutes in and knew I wasn't ready to watch this. Here I am tears and all, this video was so real and heartbreaking yet so moving. Desi you are one beautiful human being. It will happen one day and when it does, everything will make sense and it will be well worth the wait! Stay strong hermosa, they say god doesn't put us through things we cannot overcome.

  82. Anita Sugumaran

    Anita Sugumaran14 horas atrás

    This is my first time leavin a comment fr u... I truly feel u. My Husband n I been trying for so long... and like u.... I said i gave up but yet deep down in my heart i secretly hope tt I wld b pregnant... every single negative test makes me extremely upset .. to the point I do not wan to tk the test. Its tough. To feel the way we feel and wen days we r nt thinkin bout it & just doin wt we do... n ppl come along n tok bout pregnancy n kids n sometimes mk me feel like i dun do enuf to try... The meds made me go depressed n I was so harsh to ppl i love bcuz the meds just mks u like tt... i decided to stop on meds fr my own Mental Happiness cuz I was just turnin into a crazy person... the side effects were bad... Ryte now. I tell myself to b happy with everyone i have n to put tt thought away.. wen the thought comes. I cry n then wipe my tears n go on. This feeling is nvr gng away.. im just learning to Live with it... hugs Desi... I hope one day u see a positive too... just rmbr u R Not Alone... there r so many of us struggling ... You r Not alone...

  83. Erika Ruiz

    Erika Ruiz14 horas atrás

    Sending so much love your way💜💜You’re absolutely right that it’s a personal subject and u absolutely didnt have to share any of it. You’re so strong and you shouldn’t be embarrassed about it at all. I am so hopeful for you and your husband because you guys are such a beautiful couple and I know it will happen. Stay strong gorgeous!

  84. sykeskat

    sykeskat15 horas atrás

    Desi...I don't know you but as one human to another, I love you. You are so strong and so brave. I can't imagine what you're going through. Please know that I, amongst countless others, are here for you. We support you and Steven. Thank you for sharing your story with us.

  85. Nina Oz

    Nina Oz15 horas atrás

    Was in tears the whole time watching your videos. I will start praying for you from today! Jesus is able!

  86. Ashley Paez

    Ashley Paez15 horas atrás

    You're one of my favorite youtubers and I have such a connection with you that when you started crying, I started crying! God bless and have patience, God will give you what you truly want.

  87. V Steve

    V Steve15 horas atrás

    Yo, Desi. Honestly, I haven't gone through a miscarriage. But I can understand how painful an act of love doesn't manifest to its full potential. I hope you know it's okay not to be okay, go through the process of healing; and understand your feelings are valid. With that said, I HONESTLY HOPE YOU GET WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES!!! Please don't allow anyone to belittle, or even destroy your confidence because you are an EMPOWERED BEAUTIFUL WOMAN!!

  88. Stephanie Dominguez

    Stephanie Dominguez15 horas atrás

    Desi ❤️

  89. Elisabeth Marie

    Elisabeth Marie15 horas atrás

    I cried like a baby, thank you for sharing this with us Desi. I went through a miscarriage when I was 15 and I know I wasn't ready but it was so traumatic. I'm thinking of you Desi. Also I wanted to add that I had a teacher in high school and an aunt, who were both told for years that they could not get pregnant and now they both have 2 kids each. I know the feeling of not wanting to have too much hope, but I will be sending y'all good thoughts.

  90. Alessandra Nardini

    Alessandra Nardini16 horas atrás

    Thank you for sharing. I think that these type of videos makes us connect with the fact that we are human beings and everyone is just trying to do their best at living their life with all the things that can come with it. Sometimes we forget this when we see others. We don´t see that we are all just people. I wish you the best whatever it might be.

  91. Audrey's Artistry

    Audrey's Artistry16 horas atrás

    I love you so much Desi! You are very strong and brave sharing this. You are not alone !

  92. Mary Quiel

    Mary Quiel16 horas atrás

    You are so brave!!!! To say u history...... no dejes de brillar jamás, ere muy hermosa por dentro y por fuera.... mucho amor para ti y tú Bella familia, mil bendiciones 👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑

  93. Barb McGregor

    Barb McGregor16 horas atrás

    Awww, Desi! I’m crying with you. I’m sorry you guys are going through this!

  94. Hanna Malin Rosenqvist

    Hanna Malin Rosenqvist16 horas atrás

    Don't ever feel embarrassed because you two have difficulties getting pregnant. The fan you met in the elevator probably understood and sent you all her wishes. People never talk about it, but there are so many people that can't get pregnant/have a hard time getting pregnant, it's actually very common. The last year two of my acquaintance had babies through IVF Sending love to you

  95. Evelyn Flores

    Evelyn Flores16 horas atrás

    Desi, I have been following you for such a long time and I admire you for who you are. I met Steven during the Maybelline event in NYC and just for those few seconds and through your vlogs it goes to show how much he loves you and the support you have is amazing. Your time will come and you deserve it. Thank you for this video, I’m in tears and it breaks my heart for you. Your so strong and have such a great soul. I truly love you and admire you, keep your head up and know you have support from your fans and will follow through your journey. Qué dios esté contigo y pase lo que pase sigue con en corazón fuerte y con las mismas metas que te pongas en frente. Lo que tú quieras lo as logrado y este es un obstáculo más que sabemos que saldrá positivo 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  96. Mommies Frugal Finds

    Mommies Frugal Finds16 horas atrás

    Don’t give up hope. I went through a ten year long infertility struggle. Had endometriosis and PCOS. I had three surgeries to finally become a mom. Then my husband of 16 years couldn’t deal with being a dad. We are still going through a four yr divorce. Trust your journey even though it might not make sense now. I still wouldn’t change a thing. I love my boys!!! They are now 5 and 7!

  97. Veronica Muro

    Veronica Muro16 horas atrás

    I love you so much more for this video 😩💗💗💗💗💗💗

  98. xoxoxCaNdLeGiRlxoxox

    xoxoxCaNdLeGiRlxoxox16 horas atrás

    I feel you 1000% I myself struggled for 11 yrs and continue to struggle with fertility. After having several IUI's I too miscarried my 1st pregnancy 4 yrs ago. Till this day, It's something that hurts my soul so bad. I feel an emptiness that I just can't explain. Fortunately, we kept trying and was able to get pregnant once again and had my son. I too believe that things happen for a reason and now I see why and I'm ok with it but it still hurts just as bad. We have been trying for a 2nd, but it hasn't happened...yet. I won't lose hope and pray that you don't either. It can and will happen for you! Just believe!!!!! My heart and prayers go out to you and your hubby. Much love Desi!

  99. Laura Sue

    Laura Sue16 horas atrás

    I am so sorry that you are going through this! It truly hurts me to see you in pain! I am definitely praying for you and your family!

  100. Stephanie Taylor-Baptiste

    Stephanie Taylor-Baptiste17 horas atrás

    Thank you for sharing. I have a large family and I am the oldest and am without kids. People ask all the time but I am going through my own medical issues and it might not happen. People always ask and it's hard because you want to scream at them sometimes saying maybe I can't. It's such a rude comment. Keep strong and praying it will happen

  101. Amber Dano

    Amber Dano17 horas atrás

    You are a strong women and a great influence on women. Praying for you guys to have a baby’s. God gave you the desire to have a baby and he will come through. God hears our cries and prayers, your tears are not in vain. I had my son at a young age and 7 years later his and me got married and I had a miscarriage before I got pregnant with my daughter and the. A few months later I got pregnant with my daughter. Six months after having my daughter I got pregnant again and it was a baby girl but at 7 months I had her and she was still born. That was the hardest thing I had to go through, should would have been 11 years old this year in August and you’re right when you go through things like a miscarriage or having a baby still born you feel like you’re the only person that’s gone through something like this but in talking through your pain with some people you find out that you’re not. It’s amazing and brave for you to share your story bc you will help a lot of other women.