Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


  1. Jamie Day

    Jamie Day15 horas atrás

    Shane is the reason I found out about you and I am so glad I did. That's only because he was a new channel I was watching and scrolling through old videos. I am so glad I clicked play. You've been a major part of my every day. I watch you every day and all day! You've helped me take my mind off my own anxiety! I love you're videos. If it's something I dont want to watch because it's not something that peeks my interest I just let it play in the back ground becaus your voice is simply a relaxer for me. It helps me de-stress so thank you!

  2. Victoria Kawohl

    Victoria Kawohl21 hora atrás

    Your such an inspiration bunny. I'm going through something similar where I lost who I was and need to find me again. You've inspired me to get back out there and just be me. Love you bunny

  3. ProtakuEmmie

    ProtakuEmmieDia atrás

    The title is freaking me

  4. Backpack Girl

    Backpack GirlDia atrás

    Shane makes people look poor

  5. l8flight _onyt

    l8flight _onyt5 dias atrás

    Luv thiz video! #Grav3yardgirl hopefully you do well also luv ur DOES THIS WORK videos!!

  6. Hayhay Unicorns

    Hayhay Unicorns6 dias atrás


  7. Hayhay Unicorns

    Hayhay Unicorns6 dias atrás

    You are the best. Don’t change your self. You are awesome

  8. Nicole Østergaard

    Nicole Østergaard6 dias atrás

    You are so brave!! ❤️❤️

  9. Discussed HackerGirl

    Discussed HackerGirl7 dias atrás


  10. christopher .jones

    christopher .jones8 dias atrás

    Bunny .you are brilliant .

  11. Michele Silva-Hubert

    Michele Silva-Hubert8 dias atrás

    U help me literally every single day feel joy. I've commented a lot lately my health issues. N I watched this I Ave subscribed to Shane. You two are amazing ppl.

  12. AphroditesSecrets

    AphroditesSecrets10 dias atrás

    I'm the same age as you and I think the feeling of your life peaking is a feeling everyone gets in their 30's. Everyone may not be a youtube personality but I feel the same way about my career and how my life turned out. Maybe I could have done things differently then life would be different. The feeling of maybe it's too late to start over. Its hard to deal with. That feeling of it's all downhill from here is very relatable.

  13. ur mom gae af

    ur mom gae af10 dias atrás

    Your skin looks soo good! Skincare routine ???

  14. Heidi Fowler

    Heidi Fowler11 dias atrás

    You are the first person I can relate to emotionally. I grew up being told I was a freak because of who I was and believed it. I never knew there was anyone else going through the same struggles and I appreciate you so much for being real. I love you so much Bunny ❤️❤️❤️

  15. ARABIAN Yassmeene Lebanon Rose

    ARABIAN Yassmeene Lebanon Rose12 dias atrás

    It's cause of you we're watching Bunny,that's your success😙😙😙

  16. Tim Frick

    Tim Frick12 dias atrás

    I’m new to following people on BRreporter. I found Shane, and he lead me to you. I have to say that I love the real Bunny! I relate to you more now than ever. I love hanging out with you. Just know that you are loved and we are with you!

  17. That Creepy Family

    That Creepy Family13 dias atrás

    I never unsubbed, i have left for a while but because of my own depresion and life stuff. i still havent really found my real passion as a youtuber but im getting there.

  18. Mrs V

    Mrs V15 dias atrás

    Are you sure this feelings didn't start after "Roberta"? I love watching your video's. I'm dealing with health issues and I had to turn my life around. I can't do the things i used to love doing. Your video's inspire me to find my passions again. Thank you... for being you and let us into your life

  19. Elizabeth Caballero

    Elizabeth Caballero9 dias atrás

    I never left & idk what happened but me & my daughter love watching anything you put out... true swamp family 🐊💕 always be you bcoz that’s why I subscribed to your channels & we love you no matter what but Thank You for sharing on a personal level but you shouldn’t have to explain yourself ... always be you 🙏🏼

  20. emmy rose

    emmy rose21 dia atrás

    i was subbed way back in '13 till '15 but I unsubbed because you felt off, like you weren't being your best self. Now after watching your collab w/ Shane everything makes sense. anxiety/depression sucks & I've learned from personal experience it's better to talk then to pretend everything's fine. Of course that's easier said than done, but you'll get there. I hope the best for you & this new chapter in your life. We're here for you Bunny.💘

  21. Little Shop Of Critters

    Little Shop Of Critters21 dia atrás

    I love you Bunny you never lost the best of us. Your real swamp family members never left and the ones who did aren't really swamp family members.

  22. where the chief

    where the chief21 dia atrás

    Your sub nbr isnt all up to you , not your level of worthiness existentially

  23. where the chief

    where the chief21 dia atrás

    Everyone is alone get over it

  24. Rachel Radetski

    Rachel Radetski25 dias atrás

    We love you Bunny ❤️ This is what I originally subscribed to you for. Depression and anxiety sucks, and in tough times its nice to watch someone who makes you feel not so alone. So glad you’re bringing these honest videos back, we’ve missed you ❤️

  25. Lorehand Creations

    Lorehand Creations27 dias atrás

    I feel ya on wanting to be different. But for me being different doesn't always work (Being new I guess that's not what people want to see.) but I'm okay with it because I like being me. you like me or you don't, its not I will fall apart anytime soon. (At least I'm planning not too) :)

  26. Cat M

    Cat M28 dias atrás


  27. Cat M

    Cat M28 dias atrás


  28. Laura Brown

    Laura Brown28 dias atrás

    I love you bunny!

  29. Christina Price

    Christina Price28 dias atrás

    Hi Bunny! I love all your videos you make. I watch everyone that pops up on my phone.😁 Keep going ! There great.be your self

  30. John Deo I. Bongot

    John Deo I. Bongot29 dias atrás

    why you decreasing subs again?😭😭

  31. John Deo I. Bongot

    John Deo I. Bongot29 dias atrás

    why you decreasing subs again?😭😭

  32. Izzy Harrison

    Izzy Harrison29 dias atrás

    so proud of you bunny

  33. Mackenzie Karl

    Mackenzie KarlMês atrás

    I loved seeing you be so open. I have been a sub for a long time and I have never felt so connected to you. Swamp fam forver, we love you Bunny! forever!

  34. Sanjana Sen

    Sanjana SenMês atrás

    New Subscriber!

  35. Amy Auerbach

    Amy AuerbachMês atrás

    do not ever feel uncomfortable to share your robust energy on YT. Keep making fun reviews. Love your channel.

  36. 4323Woman

    4323WomanMês atrás

    Being vulnerable = connection, disconnection happens otherwise. We can disconnect with our selves as well as others by putting up walls. Every human longs and needs connection. I am so happy you are strong and brave enough to be vulnerable. We can numb emotions and that does work, but we numb ALL emotions ... all the good stuff along with the bad. Being vulnerable is the key for creativity, joy, love and all the good stuff. Bravo Bunny!! 😍😍😍

  37. Tammy Simon

    Tammy SimonMês atrás

    Please dont change. Be WHO you are. I'm new to your channel since seeing Shane's video on you. I am now addicted to you. I'm 47 and relate to your goofy side. Keep it up and dont be afraid to show your life. Thank you. 🐊☕🐰💕

  38. it's Ellie

    it's EllieMês atrás

    thank you

  39. Estefania Rodriguez

    Estefania RodriguezMês atrás

    I’m back after 4 years that I have left. I felt like that wasn’t the bunny I fell in love with I’m happy that my bunny is coming back thank you Shane. My Bunny I love you so much and I’m back and I’m so sorry I left I promise you I will never leave again.

  40. tina musselwhite

    tina musselwhiteMês atrás

    Sorry seeing this sooo late, but this was wonderful. Even other people that are not BRreporterrs have anxiety and depression, and it helps to hear that the people we watch that seems like that has it all together and are all together and successful have problems like us. I loved the episodes with Shane, and his content has so much improved, now you can see that everybody likes the real, be you girl! Do you, and we will love you!!!

  41. Amanda Davies

    Amanda DaviesMês atrás

    I remember rooting for you when I was 14. And I'm happy to see you again. I'm 26 now. You are loved.

  42. Mel Carra

    Mel CarraMês atrás


  43. The JC

    The JCMês atrás

    I’m on a journey to find myself after my life has been a total train reck !! .Change is hard and most days I just want to give up completely. If you Could give one tip to someone finding them-self what would it be . I need a shane & a bunny in my life. I love these types of videos it makes people like me feel less alone xx

  44. ruthtantao

    ruthtantaoMês atrás

    Thank you for sharing who you are. You never have to hide yourself. Live your truth bunny. We love you😍

  45. funkITupDUDE

    funkITupDUDEMês atrás

    U rock Bun, as bold as you are, all natural 🖤

  46. Daniel F

    Daniel FMês atrás

    love and light to you

  47. Bicultural Familia

    Bicultural FamiliaMês atrás

    Never been to your channel before, but I just watched your series on Shane's channel. So glad to see you refinding your authentic self. ♥

  48. abbi harrell

    abbi harrellMês atrás

    I’m back, I never left the swap family I just got really busy with life. I stumbled upon Shane’s videos and started watching but I think you are the coolest cat in the game bunny

  49. Alexandra Godoy Gonzalez

    Alexandra Godoy GonzalezMês atrás

    Don’t worry bunny we love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much ok and we will always be here for you

  50. Chloe Watts

    Chloe WattsMês atrás

    Hi Bunny! I have to admit that I was one of your subscribers that unsubscribed (I think I've been a subscriber since 2014/2015?) because you were doing so many unboxing videos/ all your videos were almost TOO MUCH sassiness, you know? I could see the insincerity (like you said, not a mask, but a version of yourself that you thought people would like). I think I first subscribed to you because i watched a lot of your paranormal stories and you were so different and quirky and all-around yourself. After seeing shane's video, though, it was so refreshing to see you open up like that. I wish you nothing but the ABSOLUTE best!

  51. Allie Prizer

    Allie PrizerMês atrás

    So Happy you are embracing your TRUE SELF!!!!!!

  52. Allie Prizer

    Allie PrizerMês atrás

    I'M BACK and I LOVE YOU SM!!!!!!

  53. Jessica Ray

    Jessica RayMês atrás

    I'm so glad you're back all shiny and new! I could watch you being yourself all day. I have always loved when you're just being your quirky and weird self. It's a little bit of myself reflected on BRreporter. :) Keep doing what you're doing. You're upward trajectory isn't over yet!!! Love ya girlie!!!

  54. Pecha Dee

    Pecha DeeMês atrás


  55. yoonie stan

    yoonie stanMês atrás

    7:19 “are you in your feelings bunny?” “yes” “kiki do you love me?”

  56. Emily Vincent 22

    Emily Vincent 22Mês atrás

    Love you soooo much xxx

  57. thelittlewildkat1

    thelittlewildkat1Mês atrás

    Man, what a great video.

  58. Shannon Reynolds

    Shannon ReynoldsMês atrás

    Yes I have to practice at, it’s worth getting out of bed and I am still worth something for my sons. Who still want me alive. Thank You for giving that back to me and them! Much Love toYou 😘💋😍

  59. Shannon Reynolds

    Shannon ReynoldsMês atrás

    I’m inspired to get my voice out there and maybe making my own videos, so people can really appreciate what it’s like for myself to be over forty five and trying to find out how to reclaim my own life after having my left leg amputated. Much Love toYou 😘💋😍❤️❤️❤️

  60. johnnyd1601

    johnnyd1601Mês atrás

    This is amazing!! I love your personality and I think that your work is amazing. the way you power forward is so inspiring. the way you feel is relatable to me because there are just so many things in my life that bring me down and I just feel depressed.. but seeing this really shook me. Keep doing what you do

  61. Jennbeth24

    Jennbeth24Mês atrás

    We love you Bunny! (P.S. Some of us never left, but I'm so happy that you are in this new place in your life) :)

  62. Stacy lynn

    Stacy lynnMês atrás

    Love you bunny!

  63. Kaycee that's me

    Kaycee that's meMês atrás

    Never too much crying xoxox

  64. Alyssa DiVeronica

    Alyssa DiVeronicaMês atrás

    always love you bunny always will

  65. x_Punky_Rainbow_Wardster_x

    x_Punky_Rainbow_Wardster_xMês atrás

    Hi Bunny, I’m fairly new to watching your videos and I grew to love your wackyness, the other side of you would sometimes pop through and that along with your sense of humour kept me staying the more I got to know you. Now I’ve just watched your series with Shane etc (yeah I’m so behind in the world of BRreporter lol) and I really felt for you so much. Just know that there are people out there who love your wacky side AND the side you were hiding. Don’t EVER change who you are for views, or feel you have to be one or the other. JUST BE YOU. make stuff that makes your heart sing and those who truly love you will stick around. Trust that you are not alone in the depression/anxiety thing and sooooo much of what you said is so relatable to many. You’re never alone. You are worthy. You are unique and special and those who don’t love you for you aren’t worth your time. I look forward to seeing more from you and am most certainly part of your swamp family now if you’ll have me 😜 P.S I love graveyards too, have since I was a child and always thought I was weird as they’re a place I go to whenever I need some space and grounding and comfort. I’m feel so peaceful there, and I guess in a way it’s because in life we sometimes feel we have to hide those raw and painful part of ourselves, that we shouldn’t talk about the hard stuff that has happened in our lives, yet a cemetery makes me feel like my losses are worth something and that it’s ok to feel that grief. That others are going through or have gone through that pain just as I have. That’s something that really connects us all, no matter who we are, love and loss is something we all feel. Sorry if that was deep) Anyhoo, you take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. You deserve it 😘💖💜💙💚💛🧡

  66. Queen Yass

    Queen YassMês atrás

    Yay Bunny you got over 4 million vews on this! I’m so happy for you!

  67. Alpaca Terry

    Alpaca TerryMês atrás

    I would love to see what you actually really want. We love you~~~❤

  68. Cats, Crescent Moons & Mayhem

    Cats, Crescent Moons & MayhemMês atrás

    Hey Bunny! I watched you a lot in 2015 and kind of just fell off of the face of the earth when things got rough in my life and somehow just didn't come back to your stuff since I got back, but I just ventured through Shane's videos with you after being drawn in by the new Jake Paul series he's doing and oh my god! I never ever guessed even when I watched you all the time that we shared some deep things, I cried with you so much watching you open up and I relate so much, and I know I'm late to the reunion but I'm so excited to start watching more of your content again

  69. DarkPrincess

    DarkPrincessMês atrás

    New sub, here from Shane, you're so cool!!

  70. Debbyrose

    DebbyroseMês atrás

    I just subscribed coming from Shane's channel, you are simply amazing girl, I look forward to watching you🤗🤗🤗

  71. SweetLike Monica

    SweetLike MonicaMês atrás


  72. Renae Johnen

    Renae JohnenMês atrás

    I’m not a returning I’m a first! I kept watching you for 14 hours to distract me from my illness of meningitis that nearly killed me so I know now how precious my time is and I am watching you! Keep being authentic and ever changing and remember people come and go in our lives for reasons not of us at all. But I pray you continue reinventing yourself!!! Thanks Bunny for the entertainment and for letting me in on your life.

  73. freaks of apocalypse ahs

    freaks of apocalypse ahsMês atrás

    I never heard of you or this channel before no offence but I saw shanes video and immediatly came here and after this comment im subscribing

  74. Beauty and the Vlog

    Beauty and the VlogMês atrás

    I’ve been with you since the beginning, girl. I love you. Keep going!

  75. Claire Luna

    Claire LunaMês atrás

    Just saw Shane's video series with you. I watched you a few years ago, for a few years. I can't remember why exactly I unsubscribed. I remember anxiety and your raw authentic videos expressing your persona, barely focusing on the lens.. was a huge reason i initially subscribed (compared to other YTers) These videos give me life. Solidarity with others with outcasts/people who deal with mental health problems. Vulnerability is a precious thing. Takes courage and a feeling of exposure and worry. Much love to you and yours, to be following you for plenty more time, i just know .. X

  76. Haidy Doll

    Haidy DollMês atrás

    Get it girl!! ❤️🖤❤️ You got this more than you know ❤️🖤

  77. Renee Tucker

    Renee TuckerMês atrás

    I felt like I had outgrown your channel, but didnt unsub. You are so funny and hilarious but I feel like it got to the point that you were forcing it. I watched your series with shane and it made me see you as a REAL person. Like back in your graveyard days! I love you bunny and I cant wait to keep seeing you showing us the true bunny💚💚💚

  78. Kara Monroe

    Kara MonroeMês atrás

    You are so amazing and we are here for you 😊😊😊😊

  79. Heidy

    Heidy2 meses atrás

    I haven’t watched you before but I’m here for this now and I support everything you’re doing honeybunny!!!💘💘💘💘

  80. Avian vilot

    Avian vilot2 meses atrás


  81. Avian vilot

    Avian vilot2 meses atrás

    8.8M on September Sr

  82. Jennifer Ash

    Jennifer Ash2 meses atrás

    I think your awesome!!! Your helping sooo many girls!!

  83. WSR WeeklyPicks

    WSR WeeklyPicks2 meses atrás

    i am new and lovin it ;)

  84. Erica Simpson

    Erica Simpson2 meses atrás


  85. 도마

    도마2 meses atrás

    I’m here with you to the end bunny 💗

  86. Charles Dearing

    Charles Dearing2 meses atrás

    It's taking everything I have not to write a book here. I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, but ...what I'd give to talk at length to you. Not like that...... Panic attacks, depression and caring too much what people think has taken over my life. I've had panic disorder my entire life so, to a degree, I'm a prisoner in my own home. Yes, a lot of people go through what I'm going through, but a lot of times knowing that doesn't really help lighten the load. I could go on, but not sure what to say. I'm even considering starting a second channel to get it all out there. Thanks for being real. I know it was a jump for you and I applaud it.

  87. Maya Smith

    Maya Smith2 meses atrás

    This makes me so happy!! I never unsubscribed because i love you too much but I did stop watching. (Which is why I'm just now seeing this) I'm so excited to binge all of these videos until I'm caught back up🤗😊 love you bunny!!

  88. Jessica Johnson

    Jessica Johnson2 meses atrás

    I’m late to following along with this docu-series about you and your struggle to get back to your true self, but I have been a longtime subscriber and I LOVE YOU. I have always come to your channel whenever I needed a break from life, and wanted someone to chill with. To talk about Johnny Depp and Clockwork Orange with. To look at creepy black and white photos with. You are such a unique and incredible person, and I truly hope you see what a gift you are to the world. It sounds cheesy, but I would be lost without your face in my subscription box. Love you so so so much Bunny, and don’t ever be afraid to show what you’re truly feeling/proud of/scared about/etc.

  89. Stephanie haynie-cecchi

    Stephanie haynie-cecchi2 meses atrás

    I've watched you for years, and I'm so glad to be watching and rediscovering your channel again!!! So amazing, we missed you!!!!

  90. Christina Belmares

    Christina Belmares2 meses atrás

    first video I've seen on her channel and I don't like her, she has problems she needs to take care of

  91. Kacy Mccall

    Kacy Mccall2 meses atrás

    The feeling of the fog thickening around you and the feeling jesus puts people you needright there at the right time every time and that hes got you and its not ur brains emotions fault its that dip down that pulls you back and the frustration builds and when jesus steps in its like why was i getting scared im always going to be ok and i see that coming from you too i dont watch people who dont feel what crazy feelings i have

  92. Gianna Canarte

    Gianna Canarte2 meses atrás

    to be honest i didn't watch you before shane introduced me to you and your channel but you have this amazing energy and you have do much potential. i wish you the best of luck dear 🖤.

  93. Denise Batalha

    Denise Batalha2 meses atrás

    I actually like these types of videos, but now I know that you have a separate channel for that, I will be subscribing!! I feel like I can relate to you with everything: the silliness, the realness, the mental "anguish" you go through, etc. Love you!!

  94. Tamara Van Aardt

    Tamara Van Aardt2 meses atrás

    love you bunny!! so glad that YOU are back!!!

  95. Trinity Roulo

    Trinity Roulo2 meses atrás

    I love you bb 💕

  96. Eleanor Nell

    Eleanor Nell2 meses atrás

    You have the most beautiful blue eyes.. And I am an old soul like you. I see lots of you in myself with the anxiety and fear. Thank you for opening up Bunny, takes a lot of bravery. I know first hand! Stay strong!!

  97. EyeSpyDesigns

    EyeSpyDesigns2 meses atrás

    I'm 3 months late to this... but I'm back and I love the new you. I love the old you too... but I think I had a harder time connecting because I do feel like you daily as a woman, a wife, a mother, a friend, & a human being. I still have to take this in small doses because your energy is always intense...but that's not a bad thing. That's a me "issue" thing with being a heavy empath that can get drained from that sort of energy level. So you keep doing this and I'll keep coming back and watching on my good days. 💗😍💕

  98. EyeSpyDesigns

    EyeSpyDesigns2 meses atrás

    I worded that wrong. I meant BEFORE I couldn't connect a much. Now? I can, because I feel like you. Sorry. I'm on Nyquil. 🙎💁

  99. Isabella Prince

    Isabella Prince2 meses atrás

    Aw I'm so glad you're coming back!! I love this genuine side of you!!!

  100. Shazia Qureshi

    Shazia Qureshi2 meses atrás

    🍹I love you and just only pray for God god bless you ever forever 🍹

  101. enk989

    enk9892 meses atrás

    You're an artist, Bunny! Every artist goes through their ups and downs with creativity. Coming from someone with an artist as a father - artists feel so much more than your average human being and are much more affected by seemingly trivial issues. Glad to see you're on the up! So much love! Don't change!

  102. Ashley Magos

    Ashley Magos2 meses atrás

    I’m not sure if this will make sense but learning about all this things you have accomplished and kept silent have made me realize that I need to start loving myself. We all love you for who you are! We all see the best in you, yet I feel like you were unable to do so yourself...you were struggling to love what’s best in you and focused on the negatives. I could relate to you so much and then it hit me how maybe people view me the way we view you..so love yourself!!!